So I have been feeling like I might have a UTI for a few days now and I just thought if I drank enough water I could make it go away on my own. Oh how wrong was I. I woke up in the middle of the night and had to pee so bad I was wide awake. Then after I went I felt so much worse and could not go back to sleep to save my life. I tossed and turned for a while until I finally got up at 7 and took a shower.
I decided to go to the instacare clinic to get an antibiotic thinking I could just get into work 45 min late or so and they took 2 hours! I told them that I am TTC so I needed an antibiotic that was safe in case I am pg and the dr asked if I wanted to do a pregnancy test. I said sure but I was pretty sure that it was too early to show up in a urine test. It came back negative as I was suspecting but just the sound of the dr telling me that I'm not pregnant was somehow discouraging.
I definitely don't feel like I'm pregnant at the moment and now that I'm going to have to be on antibiotics for a week I'm thinking that my chances are getting slimmer. I'm somehow feeling okay with it all now. The last few cycles it's seemed devestating when AF came. Now, I don't know if I'm just used to the disappointment or what, but I'm getting to be okay with the whole process and I know it's not the end of the world if it doesn't happen this month.
I've been reallly proud of myself for not stressing about it all too. I haven't been on the internet chatting with all the other TTC girls or charting every day. I took my temperature for a couple of days around O just to see how things were going but then quit and haven't done it since. I have no idea if this is the method that will finally get me pregnant again but I have to say, it's a lot easier to deal with at the moment.
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