My Cheri "Siblibg" Prediction

UPDATE: I emailed Cheri to find out how far apart they would be. She said: They show right around 2 years:)


They are still showing the same month connection as previously predicted so I am going to have to stay with that month. Hopefully you can tell me shortly of your bfp:)

Now in regards to additional children, they tell me of a boy... they link him to AUGUST so this is either birth month, conceive month or the month you find out in. They are not showing me any additional children after him. This does NOT mean that you wont have more, it just means that this is all that they are willing to show me at this time.


here is the reading on your son.

hes someone who I see being really responsible. At any age you can really be assured that he is going to do what he is asked of. He is someone who is very smart and loves to have fun. Hes fast on his feet and certainly going to keep you on your toes. I think that you will find him to have this desire to work hard and have something to show for it. He can be a bit picky about what he "signs up for" as he really wants to make sure that he gets something out of it. This does not mean that he intends to be selfish and will only do something for a reward, but it means that he is someone who wants to ensure that when he puts the time and effort into something that he at least can enjoy himself, learn from it or achieve something from it. If he is going to be told that he doesn't get any credit for it, and will basically just be doing something mundane, not fun and not learning, hes not going to do it.. even if someone insists that he should.. he still wont (he can be stubborn when it comes to situations like this)

I am seeing him as someone who is always bright, the type that speaks before he thinks. Always has a good idea of what he is going to say or how he plans to react. When it comes to sports, hes someone who is good with things that are more calculated. Something that you can do a bit of a strategy with. The odd time he will play basketball, but its more so because of his height and his friends convincing him to join the team.

hes going to take many interests> he enjoys working on cars, hes really going to be into fish and seems to want to have an aquarium but a more exotic blend of fish.

Hes a happy guy, tall, they show him closer to 6ft with always having a nice build to him. Hes well mannered person but a bit arrogant when it comes to "the ladies" I think when younger kind has this attitude and likes to date rather than "settle" with just one person. I dont see you being aware of the fact except from your daughter telling you but your son does not word it in that fashion.

When ti comes to career paths, they show him working for the school board, I see him involved in maintenance.

When it comes to marriage I see him closer to 26. They will have two boys of their own.



Now in regards to the archangel reading, I ask your guides to draw cards that reflect your career paths.. sometimes they show things in there that will also reflect a current life path your own or an issue your dealing with. If you need any further help with translating the cards let me know.

FIRST CARD

Reltationship Harmony

Archangel Raguel: We angels are opening the hearts of everyone involved. Arguments and conflicts are being resolved now. Your prayers for personal peace have been answered, and you are to be commended for your role in ushering peace into this situation. Visualize everyone involved (including yourself) being cooperative and open-minded, even if particular persons aren’t usually this way. Trust the inner guidance you receive, and know that changes are sometimes uncomfortable but often necessary. Ask me to help with any aspects of relationships that need healing. Know that all relationships ultimately have blessings, growth lessons, and love at their core, even if appearances seem otherwise. Stay focused upon this truth as much as possible.

SECOND CARD

Breath

Archangel Raphael: Take several deep breathes, and exhale slowly to awaken your energy and to release old patterns.

Often during times of stress, you may unconsciously hold your breath. Yet, as you know, breath is essential to oxygenating your mind, your body, spirit and very life. Write a note to yourself to remind you to breathe, as a reminder of the importance of invigorating yourself with deep and steady breaths. Make trips to places where fresh air is plentiful. You’ll also notice an increase in air quality when you’re near water such as a beach or a lake. Even taking a shower or bath puts you in touch with positive ions associated with air and water.

THIRD CARD

Leadership

Archangel Gabriel: It is time for you to assume your leadership power and position, and lovingly guide others.

Embrace your power in a loving way and use it for the greater good. I’ll guide your actions so that they inspire and motivate others. I’ll also replace any self-doubt about your qualifications with an increased desire to serve, help, and teach. When your focus is more on “how may I serve” then you wont worry about what others may think about you. Focus upon your strengths, the many lessons you’ve learned and how good it feels to be living example of following one’s “Divine Guidance.”

I hate Facebook!

Sometimes I just hate Facebook. For a few days there was a post going around called Baby Loss. Basically it was to call attention to miscarriage and that it was some taboo topic. You were supposed to add it as your status if you or someone you knew had suffered a loss. I saw that posted by two friends and was just pissed. I know that neither of them had a loss so I didn't think that they had the right to talk about it.

I obviously didn't change my status to this. Mainly because nobody knows that we had a loss and because I don't want to tell people that aren't my very close friends about it. I just wanted to yell through the computer at them that the reason that nobody wants to talk about it is because it's hard! Would you go up to someone whose child died of, say SIDS, and ask them to tell you about their loss? NO! Then why would you expect someone who suffered a loss while the baby was still developing to want to talk about it? Answer, we don't! Sure, it's like any other death in that you need to talk to someone or maybe vent about it in a blog so that you don't keep your emotions all bottled up inside, but the world doesn't need to know.

The other reason I hate Facebook, jealousy. I found out that a friend from high school who I haven't even really talked to in years is having another baby and guess when she is due? Three days from when my EDD was. I saw that and was just crushed. Now she posts periodic updates like that she got to hear the heartbeat and how amazing it was and she's going to find out the sex of the baby soon and I just can't help but think, that should be me! I was doing good and not counting and figuring out how many weeks I would have been now or what the baby would be like now had things worked out, but now I have a constant reminder of exactly what I would have been going through. It's enough that I almost want to de-friend her so I don't see it, but I really am happy for her. Some days it just makes me want to cry though.

One Down, One to Go!

Alright, I've got one horribly agonizing AF done with. It was seriously the worst one that I have ever had in my entire life! The pains were miserable, the PMS was rediculous and I would wake up in the morning with the worst headache. And to make it all worse, I had a UTI through the whole thing. Now for the icing on the cake, I think that the antibiotics from the UTI have given me a YI... at least it waited until AF left because I don't think that I could've handled AF, a UTI and a YI all at the same time. I think I just would've killed someone.

So now I only have 30ish days until my next AF is over and I can start trying again! I can't wait!! I decided to chart again this month even though I'm not trying just so that I know what a normal ovulatory month looks like for me. I want to know when I can test reliably and when things are wonky should they be next time. I really really really really really really hope they're not though. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed!

6 Weeks to the Day

After exactly 6 weeks since the m/c, AF is BACK!! I had my last blood draw to check my hCG levels on Dec 26th and I was at 5 so my Dr told me to take an HPT after a week to make sure that it was completely negative. Well I was just going to wait it out but was getting so impatient. I finally decided this morning that I was going to take one when I got out of bed just to be sure and as soon as I got out the test, I felt AF. The same standard applies in this case I guess, as soon as you decide to test AF shows up! Now I just have to wait through this cycle and the next AF and I can try again!! Let's hope that this cycle is short and sweet!!

Getting Some Answers

So I was planning on participating in a research study to help me get prego and stay prego, but apparently I wasn't eligable because it was ectopic, not a normal intrauterine miscarriage. Well, the left hand didn't talk to the right and I got a call to confirm my apt. I told them that they said I wasn't eligable but my dr had told me that it wasn't a for sure ectopic pregnancy, they just didn't find the embryo in my uterus. Well, they decided to review my information and get back to me. What I found out was that the ultrasound showed a mass in my fallopian tube that contained vascularized tissue. That means that it definitely was a tubal pregnancy. So why didn't they tell me that in the first place? Apparently since they didn't remove it surgically (thank god) and perform a pathological study on it they can't for sure say, "Yup, that's the embryo," they just say it's likely ectopic instead.

So I'm annoyed that Dr's have to play this rediculous game but I'm somewhat releived to know exactly what went wrong last time. I know what my chances for another ectopic are, but I hated not knowing what my chances for another "unknown" issue would have been.

Condoms SUCK!

Okay, so I remember why we didn't really use these before I was on the pill... they suck big time! I seriously couldn't feel much of anything and it was just going through the motions for me. Jon didn't seem to have a big problem with it. Sure, he didn't seem to enjoy it as much as usual, but it ended as usual for him... not so much for me. They were even the "Her Pleasure" kind and supposedly had ribbed areas so it was more stimulation or some crap like that. They lie! I am so frustrated now... I don't want to stop using them because I am trying to listen to my doctor's orders and I don't want to end up with another m/c because that would just be devestating. Ger, maybe I'll just break out the toys for the next 2 months.

In Limbo until February

So I had my first doctor's visit post m/c on the 28th. I had crazy swollen lymph nodes and was worried about having an infection but they just disappeared over the weekend and the doc said she didn't see anything that was cause for alarm so I should be fine.

I did learn something interesting though. Apparently they didn't know for sure that it was an ectopic pregnancy. The u/s showed no baby in the uterus and the lining was thin so there couldn't have been one there that was just missed. They didn't see one anywhere else though. They presumed it was ectopic - maybe on the right since that's where I had pain afterwards. The only thing they were sure of was that since my numbers went down, it was a failed pregnancy.

The sucky part about this is that she told me that I had to wait two cycles to try again. She said that there could still be some inflammation from the m/c and she wanted my lining to build up properly before we tried again. So it looks like DH and I are back to condoms. He certainly didn't like that as it's been about 6 yrs since we've done that.

We did BD yesterday for the first time since the m/c. I finally have my libido back, yay! I have no idea when/if I will ovulate so I'm hoping that one time unprotected won't cause us a problem. (it's weird to hope not to be prego...)

Anywho, it looks like I'm in limbo until about mid to late February depending on when I get my first AF.