Is it April Yet?

Here I am, 8DPO today and not feeling at all like I am prego. I don't think that this was a successful month at all. I O'd a week later than normal and we didn't BD nearly enough this cycle. I didn't take my prenatals like I should have and ate lots of fatty foods and didn't really exercise. I even had in-office surgery on my toe and had to take antibiotics for a week. I'm just not feeling it at all. I'm not even sure that I want to take a test at all this month or just wait on AF to show. I know that I shouldn't feel so pessimistic about all of this but I just want to get this cycle over with so that I can do everything right next cycle and get myself knocked up. Hopefully I have just a few more days to wait and then we can get this show on the road!