Murphey's Law Strikes Again

Why is it that when you want AF to stay far far away, she shows up ahead of schedule and when you want her to show up early, she decides to be fashionably late? I have been thinking for the past three days that I'm going to start any minute and a few times I've even gone to check and still nothing. I know that having a nice long luteal phase is a good thing. It means that your body is producing enough progesterone to be able to sustain a pregnancy and keep the baby healthy until the placenta can produce hormones on its own. Anything 12 days and above is considered good so that's what I was hoping for. Here I am on day 14 and I just don't care anymore... I want AF so I can start my planning and try again!!

On a positive note, I had the most amazing weekend with Jon! We didn't really do much, but we had the most amazing reawakening I guess you'd say. We stayed up talking until almost 2 in the morning and really did some reconnecting. It was so so great. Plus, we have been on the lean side with our BDing lately. somewhat because of the m/c and all the aftermath and somewhat because we both hated using the condoms, but after our reconnection emotionally we did some rather fantastic baby dancing! And the next day, and the next. lol I don't think that we've had this much open communication in a long time. It wasn't just the talking about what's on our minds thing cuz we are really good about doing that every day, it was talking about our deep emotions and things that we purposefully don't tell each other because we either don't think they'd understand or because we haven't felt comfortable expressing it. It was really eye opening. I learned that Jon is just about as anxious to get prego as I am, he just doesn't talk about it as much. I also learned that he's a little scared to be around babies cuz he has never really been around them before.

Anywho, I'm rambling now but I just thought I'd share my weekend stories. :D